Alastaire

After successfully delivering my first child, a beautiful baby girl, it seems my eyes have developed a new and brighter perspective. That new perspective has inspired an explosive bout of painting that I now hope to carry into a promising career to bring in money while my husband finishes medical school and to finally get my work into the great world of art. I no longer paint without seeing an outcome and my knives have become true tools of my mind. My only aspiration is to be great enough to deserve the wonderful family that I have been blessed with and to see my name beneath a truly brilliant work of art.

Started playing WOW again. I fell off the wagon. Oh well.

he schedules me around his computer instead of his computer around me... what kind of life am i steering myself toward? He. seems. so. hopeless. and he is unchanging and he is angry always angry at the computer, at the cat, at the messy room, at his life. He wont be content with me. I,m like his pet. Sitting  in the background waiting for some attention. I'M SICK OF IT. so so tired what did i say i wanted in a man? romance, kindness, patience, creativity. What the hell..... how did that happen exactly? I am such a fool... a fool  who   forgot     what      love        felt          like. I don't feel any